:'(

Okay, so tomorrow i go to aus :( i spent most of today with my incredible girlfriend got a pretty awesome present from her, Thank you.
So we said our goodbye's and as we drove off i wanted to break down, wanted to get out the car and go back to her's and never leave her side, this is gonna be a hard 3 weeks, but at the end of it she'll be mine and i'll still be hers. Can't wait to get back and hug her!!!

Yeah :)

So the other day we went on our first "date" if you'd classify it as a date :P We went the movies :) I must say though, I sure did enjoy the movie, not that I watched most of it :/ most the time I was looking at her :) she's so beautiful. Yeah yeah, I know, guy's always tell a girl that she's beautiful or pretty or sexy or hot, just to get them to like him. But in all seriousness I think she is. I just sat there looking at her, she didn't look at me, but I sure as hell don't mind :).
People say they'd do anything for the one that they love, but when it come's down to it, would you? Would you really? I sure as hell know I would :)
3 months almost, sorta a long time, compared to some other people's relationship, but thinking about it it doesn't really feel that long.
I love it how she's so independent and doesn't need to see me every day just to survive, it means that it's gonna make the 3 weeks we're apart a lot easier :)
I love how we get each other real well, like you'd probably watch us and think "oh they're just two happy teens together" awesome feeling hahahahah.
OMG just over 1 week till we leave, I want to, but then again I don't, it's gonna be pretty hard, lots a tears will be falling from my eyes. No I ain't a poofta.
Anyways, I best be off. PEACE!

Omg, Today was amazing, we did absolutely nothing but that was all I wanted, I love you, and I wish you knew I had blog and that you read it, but it's all good. I Love You Danielle Berney. You're amazing. i'm glad your parents approve of me, although most people's do.
I loved lying there and just holding hands :D, I can still smell your scent on me, and it's so nice, you're so beautiful.
Haha, I think i picked on you today :P, but i love you you devil child :L. Your mum and i got on quite well :D.
I Love You

Life after death

Life is incredibly Awesome, apart from the school part, got my credit read-out, and man I'm doing so SHIT!!!! In danger of failing the year, didn't go to a internal resit because I knew i'd fail it anyways, gotta hand in work, gotta knuckle the fuck down.
On the bright side, my new girlfriend is amazing, she has the most beautiful eyes and the most AWESOME smile !!!, I'm nearly in love with her. She's awesome, awesome, AMAZING!. She plays sports, like I, and loves them, OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMFG!!!!!! Dragonboating trials in the morning, I hope I don't get cut !!, People think i'll get into the storm (top) team as the power house because i'm big and have good stamina. I scored the winning point in volleyball the other night, felt amazing. Playing volleyball against our rival school this week, hope my mate isn't on there right when i spike it cause it'll be going right in his face.

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I wish she'd stop asking WHY and just accept what I'M saying!!! GAWD.

So yeah

Got bored

I see you standing there, Tears rolling down your cheeks. I stand there and contemplate for a second as to why you would be crying. Then . . . You look at me and smile, And I think hmm, your cheeks say your're crying but your eyes show pure joy. And then, you burst into laughter and beacon me over. While approaching hesitantly I rack my brain thinking what, or why you could be so happy. I take a few nervous steps towards you while thinking you're so beautiful, your face is so perfect, your, hair, your eyes BEAUTIFUL. I whisper to myself "I love you, and you probably will never know." You yell out to me "What was that?" I just shake my head and reply "nothing, never mind." 
It feels like it takes me forever to get to you. 
My first question, Why are you crying?. Answered swiftly by I'm not silly, it's rain. That's the first time I noticed it. Then out of the blue no warning you throw your arms around my shoulders, bring your lips to my ear and whisper, "I have to tell you something." You pull away and look directly into my eyes with your arms still around my neck. 
"I love you."
"What?"
"I said I . . . LOVE . . . YOU" You softly punch me in the arm.
"It's not that I didn't understand your question, it's that. ummm. I don't understand why."
You grab my hand and start to walk over towards the chairs sit down and start to explain to me why you love me. It's not that I wasn't listening, it's just that my mind was focused on other things. . . .