Life after death

Life is incredibly Awesome, apart from the school part, got my credit read-out, and man I'm doing so SHIT!!!! In danger of failing the year, didn't go to a internal resit because I knew i'd fail it anyways, gotta hand in work, gotta knuckle the fuck down.
On the bright side, my new girlfriend is amazing, she has the most beautiful eyes and the most AWESOME smile !!!, I'm nearly in love with her. She's awesome, awesome, AMAZING!. She plays sports, like I, and loves them, OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMFG!!!!!! Dragonboating trials in the morning, I hope I don't get cut !!, People think i'll get into the storm (top) team as the power house because i'm big and have good stamina. I scored the winning point in volleyball the other night, felt amazing. Playing volleyball against our rival school this week, hope my mate isn't on there right when i spike it cause it'll be going right in his face.

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I wish she'd stop asking WHY and just accept what I'M saying!!! GAWD.

So yeah

Got bored

I see you standing there, Tears rolling down your cheeks. I stand there and contemplate for a second as to why you would be crying. Then . . . You look at me and smile, And I think hmm, your cheeks say your're crying but your eyes show pure joy. And then, you burst into laughter and beacon me over. While approaching hesitantly I rack my brain thinking what, or why you could be so happy. I take a few nervous steps towards you while thinking you're so beautiful, your face is so perfect, your, hair, your eyes BEAUTIFUL. I whisper to myself "I love you, and you probably will never know." You yell out to me "What was that?" I just shake my head and reply "nothing, never mind." 
It feels like it takes me forever to get to you. 
My first question, Why are you crying?. Answered swiftly by I'm not silly, it's rain. That's the first time I noticed it. Then out of the blue no warning you throw your arms around my shoulders, bring your lips to my ear and whisper, "I have to tell you something." You pull away and look directly into my eyes with your arms still around my neck. 
"I love you."
"What?"
"I said I . . . LOVE . . . YOU" You softly punch me in the arm.
"It's not that I didn't understand your question, it's that. ummm. I don't understand why."
You grab my hand and start to walk over towards the chairs sit down and start to explain to me why you love me. It's not that I wasn't listening, it's just that my mind was focused on other things. . . .

Okay. Anyway. It's time for a proper post. 
Recently, everything's going quite fine. Got a few thoughts running through my mind. Like normal people do. Ya'know. Heard some pretty good days recently. Signed up for volleyball. They've got some very sexy new uniforms!!!!. Well I must say that much, school got some new sponsors for sports gear. 
Hope the team i get into's good. Sick of shit teams, and teams that don't turn up. Okay. The 2XV team got pulled from competition cause no one wanted to play, and my senior b boy's basketball team only won 1 game. IN THE WHOLE SEASON. WE WERE SO GOOD. Nah jk. there was only a few good players on the team anyway.

Hmmm, well today I realized a few things. Like who to trust. Nah JK!. I found out a couple of things though. Like your back with him when he came begging at your feet. I don't think he's quite worth it. You could do much better.
Uhmmmmm.
Well here's a few life updates. Next year I will be taking a level 1 subject because I didn't take it this year. But Idm. I need it for what i'm doing when I leave school.
I do not practice a religion. But I do believe in god. I thought i'd clear that up :L
So now apparently I have pretty intense thoughts :D

"Rebel Love Song"

I cannot hide what's on my mind
I feel it burning deep inside
A passion crime to take what's mine
Let us start living for today

Never gonna' change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothin's gonna' stop us
No not this time

So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song

Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song

My outlaw eyes have seen their lies
I choke on all they had to say
When worlds collide what's left inside
I hold on tight and hear you pray

Never gonna' change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothin's gonna' stop us
No not this time

So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song

Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song

Wild and running for one reason
They can't stop us from our freedom
(Wild and running for one reason
They can't stop us from our freedom)

Never gonna' change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothin's gonna' stop us
No not this time

So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song

Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song

So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a rebel love song

Hearts will sacrifice
It's do or die
This is a rebel love song